Life lately has been a constant battle of trying to keep the balls all up in the air. And y’all that is so incredibly hard. I have so much going on that something had to give and unfortunately it was this blog. Something I’ve worked so hard towards over the last 6-7 years. But I’m not perfect. And I’ve fully accepted that something had to give.
There are seasons in life. Right now I’m in one that is a constant struggle to balance everything. I’ve got feelings of failure in a lot of areas of my life. I want so badly to succeed at everything I’m doing. To try and nurture these businesses that are still in infancy state so that I can finally quit my day job. To turn things around so that I can actually do what I love full time instead of going to a day job that is utterly soul sucking.
Do you ever feel that way? You want so badly to do something that makes you happy…to do the things that light your soul on fire. I want that so badly. I’m working hard towards it but I struggle daily at keeping everything moving forward. And sometimes I feel like I don’t have the support that I need.
This is my life lately. A constant battle to keep things moving forward. To remember to pay bills on time. To get my work deadlines met. To wake up to something I hate doing but keep persevering because I know this won’t be my forever. If you are in this same boat, know that you are not alone. I’m right there with you. Hold on tight. We’ve got this.
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